Today wasn't the best day (though we did have fun with Boom downtown this morning!)
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Favorite Thing #1: Boom and Bops are back! We get to hang out downtown again! |
The rest of the day was pretty brutal, and I am in an interesting head space to do my "Favorite Things" post. So I'm going to do something a little different. I'm going to VENT, but I'm going to incorporate my favorite things in the process. We'll see how it goes.
First off, I am aware that I really have no right to be a complainer. I mean, look at who I get to hang out with all day every day. But it's my blog, and I'll vent if I want to. Vent if I want to. Vent if I want to.
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| Favorite Thing #2: These two cuties |
I mean, seriously. THIS FACE???
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| Favorite Thing #3: THIS FACE |
The issue with this happy baby face is that we don't see it very often. She was a SCREAMY girl the first part of the week, though it got better after a couple of Dr. Stewart appointments towards the end of the week. So while I love to soak up the awake, alert NON-screamy baby, a lot of my time deals with the opposite of that. And it can be draining.
And then there is THIS GIRL.
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| Favorite Thing #4: HER |
She can almost simultaneously make me laugh and make me irate on a
daily hourly basis. In one short lunch time she can completely ignore and defy everything I say, and then drink her water with a coffee lid on it and tell me she is drinking a "vanilla latte." I mean, really. I can't help but laugh sometimes...even when I'm beyond frustrated. (And I obviously go through the Caribou drive through
daily too often).
Because of last week's no nap debacle (and subsequent MASSIVE MELTDOWN on Sunday after a week of no naps), I put my foot down this week (every day but yesterday), and we had nap time. But for that to happen, I had to COMPLETELY EXHAUST her each morning. Which in turn, COMPLETELY EXHAUSTED me. Thankfully, preschool on Monday and Wednesday did that for me. As for the rest of the week, we did have fun.
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| Favorite Thing #5: Lake Harriet |
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| Favorite Thing #6: Roller Skating (in and out of the tree) |
I think what is happening at this point is I'm learning why it is important for me to be a
working mom. I feel incredibly lucky and blessed to have this long chunk of time to spend with my girls, but by the end of every day I am looking forward to getting a break from them. Callie is at the point of life right now where she is so curious, wants to test her boundaries, is a little clumsy, and is dealing with sharing her mom with a baby. All of that has led to some tough battles and short tempers and lack of patience and tears. For both of us. Maya is itty bitty and it is hard for me to not be able to spend as much one-on-one time with her and cater to her every need like I was able to do with her big sister. I have to split myself, my priorities and my patience, and some days are easier than others.
Thankfully, we have an amazing support system to step in when we need them too.
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Favorite Thing #7: FAMILY Not pictured: G-ma, G-pa and Uncle Dan |
As hard as it will be to leave the girls and head back to work at the end of October, I know that when I'm working I will miss them like crazy and will be so excited to see them at the end of the day. I'll get the balance I need to be the kind of mom I need and want to be for both of them.
Anyway, I don't know what else to say besides I'm done whining. Sorry you had to endure that, but I hope you enjoyed the pictures.
And TGIF. Tomorrow is a new day- SATURDAY!- and it will be better.